Another week starts for me at work. I have a feeling of hopelessness flooding over me. I am not keeping too good just now. I have a headache and I just want to sleep all the time. My eyes are stinging and I feel like theres nothing to look forward too.. Sadness is taking control again.
It will be my dear departed brothers birthday on the 21st, so maybe this has something to do with it but I dont know. The heat is getting too much but there is no sunshine so this might be a contributing factor too.
I see as i drive around, the bunting, flags and decorations are going up for the towns childrens day on Saturday. I used to get so exited about the childrens day but now it means nothing to me. Just people enjoying themselves while I must work.
Oh well I suppose it is life. my life
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