I am so tired of the internet tonight. i was playing Tiger with rui, and I was disconnected. I went to go to PS Home and couldnt connect, then when I did connect I was disconnected from there too. I made Rui angry with me. I went to my cricket game and went to play online for the very first time but I was disconnected from there too. my computer was going really slow last night. Frank and I had a disagreement today. I sent Rui a nasty email which I now regret but the damage may be done. I tried to connect to the playstation network but it would sign me in. I had to sign in manually. I start to wonder what its all about my life. I have no happiness. I find happiness on the net with a couple of guys I met and now that has been jeapordised. I am totally fed up and alone with nothing to live for and nothing to look forward to except many years of solitude and heartache